Couple of weeks ago I got my aura cleaned. I felt the change immediately. I've been feeling so light and at ease ever since. On Mondays I've been arriving at work with a good mood and it's staid that way throughout the weeks - and THAT is NOT normal!! =)
I also got feedback about my aura colors. Dominant colors are golden, pink and shimmering white. These are all very inspiring colors. I'm ecstatic to have learned that golden aura indicates spiritual power and inspiration. I do feel very inspired lately. I feel that there is so much I want to and could do! The shimmering white also made my heart warm because it usually is found in auras of women who are in certain state or will be in that state in a near future. =) Bring it on! is all I'm gonna say =)
So after being helped by lovely Janet I decided to ask for some more help from her. It's not that I've felt uncertain or insecure but just because I wanted to know. With some more help from Janet I cheated and looked a bit into the future. Well she also gave an overall view about how I see myself and what I'm waiting from you and vice versa. I was amazed how accurate it all was. She also gave me a chance to get a glimpse of our future. It's not exactly the way I've planned but it was optimistic. It assured me that what I'm doing right now - giving you space, is the right thing. I feel that you need it with the new job and the stormy roller-coaster we just got off of. And the most amazing feeling is that I am not freaked out about it. I don't feel a bit insecure or afraid. I have complete trust in you. Deep in my heart I do dream of sharing all these little moments of my life with you but we have plenty of time for that.
I love this feeling of amazing lightness and freedom. I've been doing loads of artsy things and I've enjoyed every moment of it. I've been I've been to the farm working in the garden, taking long energizing walks, dreaming and laughing. I see our home more and more clearly now and it gives me all these happy vibes. I see us. The two of us. The four of us and even the five of us. It's an amazing feeling! I wish I knew how to share it with everyone!
Continuing on a positive note. We've been to Tallinn with dad, Liisu and Oliver to see High School Musical. I was blown away simply by the singing. It was a very well directed and performed piece. My absolute favorites were Ott, Silver and Taavi. Ott... well he is absolutely fabulous! =P I was amazed by his acting as well as his singing. He also helped me out with my birthday present for Liisu. Now I can just get her his new album and tickets to his concert on 24th of April. Yes! 24th of April will be the day just for Liisu and I =)
Talking about birthdays... there are so many of them coming up. On 16th we'll be treating our friends from work with a cake and coffee at a café. On 23rd we'll be treating people at work. 24th as I said is the day for girls only =P 25th - it's here - my 28th year on earth starting. Guess what!? Unlike few weeks ago I'm so not freaked out about it =) I actually welcome the new number happily. And what's better than starting the new year with a two weeks of vacation =P Me like!
Oh well, I actually should at least pretend like I'm working right now LOL
It's weird to write such a happy blog on a Tuesday evening =P And sorry for any grammar 'stakes - I really am not bothered to check it before posting =P Live with it!!!!
PS! I still love you! I will never stop! :) *huggles*
No comments:
Post a Comment