I can't turn this around. I keep running into walls that I can't break down...

The last few weeks I've spent mostly with Adam and I've realized how easy it is to fall in love with this guy :) And I'm talking about Adam Lambert here...

His songs have made me realize just how much I actually love you and how difficult it would be to let go of you even if it were the right thing to do....

Life HAS gotten weird. I would give anything to get it back to the way it was. It's one of those times when everything is turned upside down and I don't know where to run or what to do.

There is an idea cooking inside my head but it would mean giving up a few things that have grown on me. At the same time I know that it's one of those things I have to do. I have to move on... in so many ways...

I'm not gonna do anything before I get this one very important response, though.

Sometimes life sucks so bad!