Weird how life really is like a roller-coaster. I'm glad the downwards part has finally ended. I'm most afraid of those. I'm afraid of falling, especially when falling from the height I did...
I talked to someone very dear on the phone last night. I'm always happy to hear her and I'm so glad she has finally found someone so special to share her life with. I'm yet to meet the mystery man though. But he seems very nice. It looks like they are a good match. =)
Why I mentioned her and our phone call from yesterday is that we talked about you. No need to worry =) She knows you and you know her. And she listened to our story of the past year, what happened, what didn't happen, how we were apart and how we've managed to change all that around and got back to the point where we started. She pointed out something that we have joked between us as well. You're bloody Edward and I'm frigging Bella XD
Remember our first years together? How we couldn't live without each other? How you read my mind? How we went out of our ways just to spend every possible minute together? How my friends often thought that I was crazy being in love with someone so different (different from them - not me)? That was the Twilight phase.
Then came the New Moon phase. Edward disappeared with words "You're better of without me!" leaving Bella behind broken and devastated and in uncertainty. In the end Bella did what she needed to save Edward, to show him that being apart wasn't an option. So Edward came back. You came back. Everything is just as perfect as it used to be. I'm happy again. You're smiling again. We're being us again. It seems that the time apart did us a lot of good. And I guess it was badly needed.
Now, even though I can't be happier to have my Edward back, I'm bit afraid of the Eclipse phase. I did laugh a lot when I read the book, however, it probably won't be that funny when I'm in between the bickering. And oh I know there will be bickering when you get here and I know between whom. The vampire and the wolf of course. I don't want it to ruin everything and I don't really want to take sides. I want you two to work together. Be civilized. Even though I'm not the praying type I will pray for you to act like human beings =P
The phase I've been looking forward the longest is of course the Breaking Dawn phase. The marriage, the baby, the happily ever after =) I have thought about the Volturi as well. I guess it will be the migration officers XD However, we've both read the books - we'll beat them!!!
You're the one to blame for this stupid rambling 'cos you were the one who told me about Twilight in the first place! XD
And yes, I'm falling even more in love with you and there is nothing in this world that could change my mind!
XXX
Red
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