The truth shall set you free ....

And so it did.

Things are looking brighter once again.

Morten was buried yesterday. I saw him in my dream again tonight. The first night I've actually slept after hearing about his passing. In this dream I saw him from a far. All he did was smile and wave at me. He seemed at peace and not upset at all about anything. I admire him being so damn cheery and positive even after his death. Anyway, he's gone now. For good. It's probably better where ever he is now. I'm so gonna miss him though.

Lady is doing visibly better as well. Two more days of medicine and I think she will be the same old her again :) It's good to see her eat again and play again. We really got worried there for a bit.

The main thing though that indicates the change for the better happened last night. To my surprise you were awake so early even after a long shift at work. I'm honestly not complaining. You sounded really happy from the beginning and joked around. Well not before making sure I was feeling ok :)

So we were supposed to open the envelope of truth. I laughed so hard when you announced Luke got there first. Luke the Skywalker puked on THE envelope :P This cat is classic!! I can't wait to meet him!!! So you had no choice but to save the paper inside. It sure seems it was Luke's way to tell us to stop the stupid stalling and just open the bloody thing already. All we had to lose was all our dreams and plans, right?

When the words "We're all good!" slipped over your lips I felt the weight being lifted from my shoulders... from my heart. I couldn't help but ask 3 times to make sure. You were right about how we both would feel. It did feel bit sad 'cos I as well was kinda starting to get used to the thought... Mostly though I was relieved and I know you were too. The answer made me feel so light. We have a possibility to start all over now. To move on with US again.

I noticed the tiredness in you. My poor baby has been working non-stop lately. I'm glad you had some time to get the rest. I did the same. I guess after all these months of darkness... we deserved it. *mwuahh!!* I love you, Monkey! :)