I'm a writer. If I killed myself, I would write one hell of a suicide note.

Yes, I've decided. I'm going to write again.

I recently discovered that all that I have written so far (that's 13 chapters) is gone, vanished, disappeared. Probably in some kind of madness I deleted the whole folder myself and you have no idea how much I hate myself for that now.

Although, I believe that maybe it was all written wrong. I've been stuck on the 14th chapter for years and it just didn't move on. I guess it all disappeared to let me know that I have to write it all again from another angle, differently. It probably was way too boring anyways.

I actually have so many new ideas right now. I just wish I could put them all down soon enough and well enough.

So now don't be surprised if I disappear in myself again. I might lock myself out more than I have so far. Don't be surprised if I'll be gone for a while. I'm getting back to my writing mode. Be warned!