I just poured my heart out there's bits of it on the floor and I take what's left of it and rinse it under cold water...

I'm sorry. So sorry for my last post. With writing it I did something I'd promised myself I'd never do - I blamed you.

The truth be said I was bitter and sad and dry and lonely long before I met you. You were the one who helped me to forget it all for a while. You were the one to remind me of good things in life. I should be thanking you for all the amazing moments and emotions you gave me.

I'm sorry. I won't blame you again. I will blame the only one to be blamed and that's me. It's been me all along.

I hope you can forgive me.

There's a hole in my heart
No one else can fill it
There's a feeling I have
No one can replace
There's a taste in my mouth
No one else can give me
There's a song that I hear
No one can erase...

(Like a flower by Madonna)