Sometimes I feel like screaming. Today I feel like screaming. For the last few weeks I've felt like screaming. I've felt like screaming out all the pain I have once again trapped inside.
I can't say it's nothing to do with you. It has a lot to do with you... and me. But also it has a lot to do with other people.
My self-confidence has hit the highest peek yet. And yet I feel like I'm nothing. I feel like I don't matter at all. I feel like I don't fit in anywhere anymore.
And there's this pain I can't talk to anyone about. I can't talk about it because they won't understand. I know everyone's noticed that I've distanced myself from them but I also know that they think it's for another reason. Little do they know they are so very wrong. Even if they would ask what was on my mind, I doubt I would tell them. I am going to tell you. I know you'd understand.
I just wish I could talk to you about it soon enough before I'm gonna explode. Or before I do something stupid.
I can't say it's nothing to do with you. It has a lot to do with you... and me. But also it has a lot to do with other people.
My self-confidence has hit the highest peek yet. And yet I feel like I'm nothing. I feel like I don't matter at all. I feel like I don't fit in anywhere anymore.
And there's this pain I can't talk to anyone about. I can't talk about it because they won't understand. I know everyone's noticed that I've distanced myself from them but I also know that they think it's for another reason. Little do they know they are so very wrong. Even if they would ask what was on my mind, I doubt I would tell them. I am going to tell you. I know you'd understand.
I just wish I could talk to you about it soon enough before I'm gonna explode. Or before I do something stupid.
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